So I haven't taken my measurements since September 2011. I should have taken them when I started my journey in Oct. 2010. Honestly though I didn't have a tape measure that even fit around me. I was too embarassed to ask Nathan or anyone for help. Today though I asked Nathan to help me with my new pink $.98 tape measure from the grocery store. Guess what???? I've lost 41.75 inches since Sept. 2011. Isn't that AMAZING??? I've lost 14 inches from my waist alone. I can't even begin to tell you how encouraged I was after adding up all of those numbers and realizing that YES I'm smaller. I mean I knew my clothes sizes had changed but wowzers.
I know that the numbers really aren't where it's at. I am aware that I should be pleased with ANY progress and not hung up on weight/measurements. However, I am an insecure person. I must admit that I was pleased to see the difference. I know that success can be measured by my attitude, feelings, mindset, vocabulary, etc. So maybe I should focus on a few of those too???
Here are some other ways I've been successful. When I shop I look at labels rather than price tags. Don't get me wrong, I HATE that eating healthier is more expensive, BUT I keep buying free-range, organic, NO high fructose corn syrup. You get my drift. Feeding seven of us on a budget is hard, but I'm learning and growing everytime I go to the store. It's becoming a little less daunting each time. Another measurement of success is the fact that I don't mind trying on clothes. In fact, I actually enjoy shopping now. How about that I use different words when I talk about food, exercise. My body AND my mind are changing. I actually crave movement. I want to eat vegetables and I NEED more sleep. My expectations are changing and my view of reality is MUCH more truthful. I am forever grateful for these changes.
So I'm thinner, healthier and happier. There is more strength, grace, and beauty in my days and I feel hope for the first time in over a decade. Life is GOOD and that's the best measurement of all.
Speaking of clothes... I have several pairs of jeans waiting to come hang in your closet! :-D
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